Been a wee while since I last blogged so here's a wee update.

I had the funeral last week which was very tough. Although the service itself was very beautiful, with a black horse-drawn carriage, lots of flowers and a church full of people, it was still of course very sad, and very painful to go through.
My Gran is very ill and has dementia, and whilst we were putting the coffin in the ground she couldn't stand any longer and she was becoming so upset (my Great Aunt Trishia was her sister) so I had to take her back to the car to sit down. I felt so awful. I cannot imagine loosing a sibling at any age. I had to take her home early too, during the 'wake' because she didn't feel well and hadn't had her afternoon nap. My mum was feeling the strain of not having lain down all day as well, but she handled it very well. I'm very proud to have a mother like mine. She's so strong sometimes is incredible, I admire her so much. 


Had another crazy weekend in Glasgow, which was good fun because I got to see Annie again who I've missed and we went to a free dubstep night which was just magic. Carried on partying until Sunday night and then slept all Monday! I'm going to have to lay off these grand weekends for a while though, because I am completely skint which isn't good. I'm completely relying on my Job Seekers money coming in because I finally received my letter from Dundee. But I missed my sign on day on Monday because I slept in. I also missed counselling today for the same reason, which is really frustrating. I don't know why, but I feel so run down at the moment. I'm going to have to call the Job Centre and hope they aren't too annoyed, because I've heard they don't take missed sign on's lightly. 


Also, had a job interview in Glasgow on Sunday, but I haven't heard anything so I don't think I got it seeing as he said if I did, I'd be starting this week. I also (amongst other jobs) applied for Boots but they sent me a rejection email. So I'm feeling a bit disheartened and a bit sad today.  


Going to make some soup and rice for Kieran and my dinner, and maybe update my food blog too and try and decide what I'm doing with myself. I hope everyone else is having a good day!