Perspective

Life is difficult. Feelings confuse everything, and you wind up losing perspective of things because of your emotions. And logic becomes, well, illogical. For example, when you're in love, you lose sight of the things that would normally make you happy or that are important, if something is going wrong with the person you love.
I find I spend too much time not putting things into perspective and instead, wallowing in whatever sad or angry feelings I have. I'm like a hurricane sometimes. Kieran once described me as having three emotions: happy, angry or sad. He's very right. 


I'm feeling very sad today and I don't know why. Well, I can think of a number of things that are on my mind, but I can also think of a number of things that I should be grateful for. I wish I was better at tapping into that side of my mind and not letting the sad stuff bother me so much. Mostly, I miss people and I miss having a home. I have a 'house' but not a home. 
I wish I could think of something more positive to post, but I'm just feeling very lost and down at the moment, so this was just a small outlet I guess.